OMG! Its Jaime :)

I might be raising my baby alone. It really sucks when you have no one to talk to. I wish i kept my friendships up better.

Im so scared.

Idk what’s going on. Am i over reacting or is it ok? When the person you love makes you miserable, wtf are you supposed to do

I just walked around the grocery store talking to my baby explaing what I will and will not eat and what foods his\her dad likes…. I think this pregnancy thing is aleady effecting my brain lols

One day late.

8:30 pm and still no period…. could this be it? Moving in together, job hunting, and pregnant in the same month-overwhelming! Not certain yet, so ill just sit here calmly until tomorrow……..or ya know, pace around nervously and go to check every 10 minutes aha

My closet being this empty makes it seem more real. Not a kid anymore :(

(But I don’t wanna live with a boy! *creyes*)

Wtf how do you do this. How do you move into your boyfriend’s room? He just has so much stuff and I just have 3x’s the stuff he has and its only a room he rents, not a house so idk where my movies, books, dresser, tv stand, night stand, shoes, ANYTHING is going to fit in this tiny ass room. Like srsly, this room is so small that the bed takes up about a third of it *heaad desk*

Joking around with my bff, saying I was going to break up witj my boyfriend because its getting too serious and she she said she honestly wish I would bc even tho she’s happy I’m happy with him, she misses single, wing woman jaime and likes her better………what the actual fuck. That makes me want to hang out with her less if she can’t accept me and nick being awesome together

I don’t feel very pms-y….

Trying to relax and not get excited. My period is due today, and usually I start at around 9-10 am. Its almost 3. Praying I miss this period~

Nick made me take a test a couple nights ago, it was negative. Really upset and obvs am sick or something, still nauseaus, still craving, still have mood swings and today in the shower I noticed my boobs are swollen and my nippy’s are tender……… maybe my period is coming early? Is it possible to randomly jump from a 28 day cycle to a 21 day?

I sincerely hope some shit got fucked up and in 9 days I’m still period-less *prays real hard*

Nick thinks I have an iron defficency instead of a baby :( butthead has me all disappointed now. Ugh the next 11 days cannot go by quick enough!

Well, turns out I might be pregnant! I’m experiencing a few symptoms such as nausea, mood swings, cravings, and taste buds are off whack! Can’t afford a test though so ill have to wait 11 days to see if my period comes *crosses fingers* I’m so ready to be a mom!

Can you get a false negative on a pregnancy test? Like I know you can get a false positive but my period was srsly a day and a half of light bleeding then I spotted for a couple hours 2 days after that so like maybe it wasn’t my period?

Plus I’ve been so naseus for around 3 weeks (even during my “period”) Sometimes I can only take a few bites of my food before I almost get sick, sometimes I just smell or see it and I’m puking….

And like 3 people (one being my boyfriend) said I look pregnant…but like, can you look pregnant after only a month?

I took a test a few days after my “period” and it said negative thos…. gahhh wtf is my body doinggggg?

Also a little worried, I mean we’ve been having unprotected sex for over 2 months and its been about 6 weeks since he’s been ejacking in me every night and usually multiple times and I haven’t bee knocked up yet. I hope his swimmers aren’t last place in the olympics kinda thing….